Walking Around in a Bubble

Will this ringing ever stop!!!! It’s as if you are in another world and just observing everything. You really don’t hear anything; you just get bits and pieces of what’s going on. I try and think of what I can do to make it stop but I don’t have a clue. I’d rather deal with the achiness that I had before than this; at least I think I would. Be careful what you wish for they say.

What should I do? Will I be able to hear people and things ever again? Or, is it going to remain as if I am just observing, looking in from the outside. It is really getting old taking all these pills too. I will keep up the good mood because it’s probably what keeps me going.

It was nice yesterday getting out. I found out that it’s really hard to go out in public and be able to really function without the sense of what’s going on around you. It’s as if you’re in a bubble and you can’t seem to let anyone really know what’s on your mind. If you say something to anyone, you won’t be able to hear or understand their reply. I find it hard to sit and watch a movie or television because you never really get the gist of the movie or show. I’ll have to figure out how to use close caption so that I can follow the story line. Funny how you take just the littlest things for granted. You just don’t realize how really lucky you are when you have all your senses. If people only knew that they could lose anything or anyone at a moment’s notice, I think they’d appreciate everything a whole lot more. Next time, I think of complaining or worrying about something, I will remember these times. Oh, how I am so very lucky and blessed for all that I have. I have seen a lot of my symptoms slowly disappear. Yes, I AM improving!

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